Wednesday, December 29, 2010
{ 8:07 PM }
today is already the 3rd day i am alone. today dear is coming back , she never tell me what time she coming back. now all day fking tried , dunno why keep wan sleep , only at night cant sleep. slacking with friend . thank friend who pei me this few day when i am bored . i will remember :) i am so bored until i do posting. if not i will not even touch until my com . haiz.... what can i do ? morning i can do nothing , only night i wont bored . morning everyone is sleeping no ppl can accompany me :( tuesday night follow ah gu fetch ppl go gelyang , wait for ah gu man for 2 hour outside court . wa fking tried man . 1 plus reach home , then go out agn . until 7 plus come back . now watch a channel 8 show , the women son is so playful , until the father and mother have no chioce .
{ 12:24 AM }
hiaz... yesterday dear go to malaysia , today is already 2nd day i keep thinking of her every sec . but i think she dun even remember me there . maybe at there make her feel relax then with me . dear u know what make me change so much ? is u who make me change . maybe i should let her try 3 day not to msg me , then she will know what feeling i having now . she keep say she know she know. but i can see she dunno at all . plus my com spoil , cant even do posting. now using kenneth computer . just have to wait for her come back and see what she can make me treat her back how i treat her last time .
Sunday, December 5, 2010
{ 5:48 AM }
what a tried day today . moving all my house thing to the warehouse to keep up . cause my grandfather house have not enough space to put . by the way . i going to stay at my grandfather house for 3 month . going to miss baby alot :( no chioce what can i do ? if now she can stay with me good le .
Thursday, December 2, 2010
{ 11:43 PM }
haiz.... life without dear by my side is really very boring, like a water pond without water . sometime really feel like sleep alr dun wake up . but i cant , i have to think of my girl . if i really do that it going hurt her the most . so i cannot do that . but how am i go survive like that when i only can msg her talk to her on phone ? why cant she every second beside me , talk to me , eat with me , shop together . WHY ?
7 more day i going more house le . how ? going more n more far away from my baby . even class also she the first class i am the last class . why must like that ? make us more n more far ? maybe i really not suit her that why everything god is moving us away from each other . what a sad thing to say about . can we cross 3311 ? idk . i really dk . 10 years of life i use to change everything for her . will this work ? pls let it work .
baby what if 3311 we cant cross how ? if really like this i only can wish u all the best . find a better person more suit u . if 3311 cannot cross , i think i also dun feel like living in this place alr .