Friday, October 22, 2010 { 5:46 AM }

today sleep wake up marcus call me , tell me jessie bitch wan call all wait outside for her , because of the fb video .then i change alr take bus down meet joel , shan jing and one of they are friend kelvin ,then walk to school outside wait for that bitch n the bf , wait for 15 min for the bf lor . fk one la , think he very big ar , make us wait for him . then after that he reach le then talk talk. ralk until shan jing hot go push his bf . then after that every thing settle alr .then after that baby go my house , today so happy la . mummy starting to care of baby, purposely call back ask baby wan eat anot . then after that baby wan eat waffle . then we went down to eat .after eat baby still walk to 7 eleven ar , u know she wan buy what ? BUY CHOCOLATE AR , STILL TELL ME WAN BUY SOMETHING . then after that went back to my house play card with my didi . bastard two gang up bully me ar .
baby i want closer closer ok ? u should know what i mean . thank for pei-ing me today , u really make me happy . I LOVE YOU :)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010 { 3:01 AM }

today early morning 6+ darren reach my house alr , after that slack awhile until 10 plus decided to go darren house slack , but his father at home . so cannot go . then we when to whitesand mac eat breakfast . then after that when outside school wait for baby to end sch . but something happen after that . dun feel like saying alr . past is alr past .
dear i wont ask thing from u again , i am sorry to take ur everything. i will try my best to repay u . i wont find problem agn . let thing go naturally .

Tuesday, October 19, 2010 { 3:17 AM }

today day is a special day, it is me n baby 5 month :) today morning daddy fetch me to sch , still put me down at whitesand . cause he say LATER GO IN THEN COME OUT JAM . i think is not because of this , is he lazy to turn in .In parade square pass 5month present to baby . then today know all exam paper result le . WTF , i confirm stay back de . sian alr , if stay back i not going to study anymore . then after sch meet baby at mini mart there , then walk to ws . after that when we in whitesand walking out that time dion call my phone , she keep call me go in whitesand , i tot what happen , then after me n baby go in she say just want to say hi . WTF! wasting my time man . then me and baby when to downtown east eat Mr Chicken rice . eating half way say Mr chua , then he say i and baby eating together . then show the hand sign we together ar . baby say: OMG later he suan me de , plus i seat beside him in dnt . after that baby when to my house . 2 hr have pass by it only look like 1 min pass. i hate it , when i with baby the time pass fking fast . WHY ? WHY? today me and teck ern totally no talk to big backside . fed up with him .
baby, today is our 5 month le . fast is not fast , slow also not slow .it just nice :) but i want more month comin even years can baby ?

Monday, October 18, 2010 { 12:01 AM }

Today totally not same with yesterday , 9 o'clock baby come my house meet me after that we go to west plaza eat ,but baby dun wan eat:( no choice have to gei gei buy milo say i cannot drink finsh then let her drink , if not later she hungry ,then after that we take 81 to whitesand to take out my pericing , baby say her one still pain then she dun want to take out , plus she scared change to ear stick le swimming will drop .after reach whitesand the uncle call baby take out for me . if early know baby know how take out , no need go until whitesand le .after change le me and baby take bus 12 to my grandfather house to take light . then ah gong give me $10 . after that we walk to simei mrt to take train back to whitesand . reach le whitesand i think that PIG feel hungry le . then i pei her go kopitam eat . after eat i pei baby go home le . i dunno why today i have the feeling that baby dun wan care me le . i dunno why . maybe is i think to much le ba .
baby today midnight 12 is our 5 month le :) happy ? let last long our relationship ok ? baby i want u know something , i let go not mean i dun love u alr understand . i still love u alot alot . i dun wan to force u to do thing you dun like . as long u happy i happy alr . Muackz Muackz . BABY I LOVE YOU :) I promise i will not give u problem agn , i wont small small matter angry with u alr , just do what u like . i am fine with it .

Sunday, October 17, 2010 { 1:39 AM }

today still the same nothing to do . boring like hell, i want faster go back to sch . althought school is boring , but after seeing baby make me love school. but tuesday how to go school ? tuesday go le QUEK sure call me take out my ear pericing de . i dunno wan to go anot . yesterday talk to baby half way then dunno why feel so fed up . after that she wan sleep then i go do my thing alr . she dunno i cannot sleep :( yesterday how night never sleep until , until now i dun feel tried at all.i also dunno why . maybe think to much until cannot sleep ba:( now the only way to cure my moodyness is baby beside me hearing me saying all the sad thing out !!!!!! but i know it cannot be , i also dunno why. keep missing baby until very fed up . i got totally no mood to do anything . i only can use the phone to talk to her , or use the computer to write out all my xin si . i really dunno what to do alr . feel like dieing and leave everybody now ! hopefully they will have lesser burden . talk about dead i really have to think carefully . i dun wan make wrong step .after i get my exam paper then see how . this thing really cannot let baby know . hope see today no see my blog ba . i die alr also cannot tell her . this must keep it as a secret . shh.......... if she dunno i am dead she wont feel so sad . must tell her i wan go thailand .

Saturday, October 16, 2010 { 1:21 AM }

Today Time pass so slow , boring like hell , nothing do plus somemore dear go swimming le . nobody talk to me . hope time faster pass:( Plus today one fucking people really make me angry ,keep tell me DUNNO LEII. IF YOU NOW GOT PROBLEM DUN COME FIND ME N TECK ERN . WE SWEAR WE WILL NOT HELP YOU ! WITH DOGGIE ONLY MAKE U FEEL LIKE A DOG TOO , SO WHAT FOR WITH DOGS? CAUSE OF CRIGGRATE ? THAT A LAME EXCUSE , COME ON MAN U HOW OLD ALREADY ? 15 STILL NO MONEY BUY A PACKET OF CRIGGRATE ? WTF . THEN BETTER DUN SMOKE .
4;30 le dear still haven msg me :( think she still swimming ba . Yesterday talk to baby until 2plus . after that i when to sleep le ,i think baby still msging her cousin ba ?? idk but i think so . baby 3 more days and will be our 5month le :) ur present is going complete soon , i scared i can't finsh in time , but i will give it to u asap ok ? really happy to know u , and very happy to have such a good girlfriend that love me so much , dun worry i wont make u dissapointed i will love and take care of u FOR LIFE until the day i die .

Thursday, October 14, 2010 { 9:15 PM }

long time no post due to lazyness :P this cannot let baby see until if not she still wan come say me lazy pig le . today is last day of exam le . Happy la : ) yesterday day when pericing with baby at whitesand . cant sleep good at night cause it very pain . pain until i wan use my head knock the wall. then today me , teck ern ,eddy and jiekai when school late. mr quek was like waiting for us at the gate . i was so scared quek saw my pericing . i keep call teck ern and eddy to cover me . after exam , going home that time quek SAW UNTIL le . keep call me take it out . But yestersday i just bang bang only . take out sure close de . so i keep argue with him . until he say by tuesday must take out . after that when to whitesand eat mac breakfast , with jiekai n teck ern . after that we all when home . now currenly talking to baby on msn . baby, 4 more days and we will be 5 month alr :) time pass so fast but time really make me love u more n more . recently have been spend time with u , so happy . can see ur smile . ur smile can enlighten my day . baby i want let u know that this will always in my heart . I LOVE YOU :)