Thursday, January 20, 2011 { 6:01 AM }

2 more hour is lao po birthday le . that day call eddy pei me go tampines mall buy my lao po present . when we was walking at the mrt there we saw alot of jewelley shop , but it from $299 to $5000 more n more high ar , lao po this no mean i stingey or what . i promise u that after i earn more money , u wan what i buy what for u . i only wan u to be happy every single day . ok ? when ever i see u sad i will blame myself that i am not giving u enough happiess , when ever u cry my heart more pain then glass cut.lao po i am here to teng u , love u , be by ur side when u are down . and give u shiok shiok ..... errr actually myself also shiok ar . hehe :) lao po i wanted to tell u that i will not leave u until that day u leave me . i will love u till the day i die . lao po i am missing u deeply now . i feel very uncomortable without u by my side . i miss ur smell , UR EVERYTHING . I WANT IT NOW !!!!!! lao po pls appear infront of me now i wan a hug from u .

Wednesday, December 29, 2010 { 8:07 PM }

today is already the 3rd day i am alone. today dear is coming back , she never tell me what time she coming back. now all day fking tried , dunno why keep wan sleep , only at night cant sleep. slacking with friend . thank friend who pei me this few day when i am bored . i will remember :) i am so bored until i do posting. if not i will not even touch until my com . haiz.... what can i do ? morning i can do nothing , only night i wont bored . morning everyone is sleeping no ppl can accompany me :( tuesday night follow ah gu fetch ppl go gelyang , wait for ah gu man for 2 hour outside court . wa fking tried man . 1 plus reach home , then go out agn . until 7 plus come back . now watch a channel 8 show , the women son is so playful , until the father and mother have no chioce .

{ 12:24 AM }

hiaz... yesterday dear go to malaysia , today is already 2nd day i keep thinking of her every sec . but i think she dun even remember me there . maybe at there make her feel relax then with me . dear u know what make me change so much ? is u who make me change . maybe i should let her try 3 day not to msg me , then she will know what feeling i having now . she keep say she know she know. but i can see she dunno at all . plus my com spoil , cant even do posting. now using kenneth computer . just have to wait for her come back and see what she can make me treat her back how i treat her last time .

Sunday, December 5, 2010 { 5:48 AM }

what a tried day today . moving all my house thing to the warehouse to keep up . cause my grandfather house have not enough space to put . by the way . i going to stay at my grandfather house for 3 month . going to miss baby alot :( no chioce what can i do ? if now she can stay with me good le .

Thursday, December 2, 2010 { 11:43 PM }

haiz.... life without dear by my side is really very boring, like a water pond without water . sometime really feel like sleep alr dun wake up . but i cant , i have to think of my girl . if i really do that it going hurt her the most . so i cannot do that . but how am i go survive like that when i only can msg her talk to her on phone ? why cant she every second beside me , talk to me , eat with me , shop together . WHY ?
7 more day i going more house le . how ? going more n more far away from my baby . even class also she the first class i am the last class . why must like that ? make us more n more far ? maybe i really not suit her that why everything god is moving us away from each other . what a sad thing to say about . can we cross 3311 ? idk . i really dk . 10 years of life i use to change everything for her . will this work ? pls let it work .
baby what if 3311 we cant cross how ? if really like this i only can wish u all the best . find a better person more suit u . if 3311 cannot cross , i think i also dun feel like living in this place alr .

Monday, November 8, 2010 { 2:49 AM }

last night stay at my grandfather house , today morning meeting dear at 10 , but my alarm never ring . after that dear msg me then i wake up . lucky i no late if not she still wan call me LAZY PIG already . hahahaha lucky . after meet baby at her house downstair we when to tampines mall but it still early so i wan to go to the oppsite block Smoke . after that 11 le crystalbelle msg baby already then we walk to tampines mall . then meet crystalbelle n siao ja bo at jing tai feng outside , after go in dunno why the two crazy girl keep laugh . i and baby share fried pork chop fried rice . yummy . very very nice . after that the two going back sch . so i and baby go shopping when to tampines 1 > marina bay > somerset > far east . walk until my leg wan break . after that baby shoe spoil then she go far east buy one new one . after that walk back to tangs take mrt back to pasir ris . then i send my bao bei home . that all for today .

baby i see u today sick n tried le , still keep tell me no no no . stubbon girl . beat backside ar . see u still wan stubbon anot . hahaha today i already take the chance to beat ur back side alr . hahahahaha. baby i am missing u now u know ?? i love u forever :*

{ 2:17 AM }